Xinthesis II
200th post, and the most important post.
Xinthesis II.
Well, can really say that it was successful,
and I was very pleased with the whole performance:D
The greatest disappointment that day were the audience actually.
Look, the theatre is only so small, compared to VCH.
Yet ours had so many empty seats. Look at xinfony,
there were so so so so many people who went for it.
Xinthesis? But, I really thank those who attended :D
They were like, supportive and everything,
and even cheered at the end for us. Thanks many.
Peiying, Nicole and we caught our leggos!
GOOD JOB, WELL DONE! :D
So I was worrying the whole day about my leg.
And my arms suddenly hurt damn alot before the actual thing.
Luckily I didn't feel a thing when I was performing :D
& I thought I changed pretty fast after Meihua for Suiyueruge :D
When we were at the backstage preparing for Suiyueruge,
I watched the Fandance. They did great.
I said a silent prayer for them,
and of course, suiyueruge.
Graduating seniors were surprisingly nice that day.
My impression of them changed totally, in just a short 20mins time.
During the Intermission, we entered the stage and started preparing,
then they were hugging each other you know..
feeling emotional and stuffs.
Those seniors whom I always thought were super dao and everything.
They even gave me a hug. Heart-warming isn't it?
I didn't know they could be so nice.
This would be their last concert, but it is only my first.
At least, I got to dance with them, at least for once (:
Seniors cried after our last dance.
I didn't understand why so i asked.
Bananafish, and sunshinemeal told me,
because they did the dance since they were sec1.
& this would prolly be the last time they're doing it.
I felt it. But of course, I didn't cry.
What was me, compared to them? I only started it last year.
Still, I do miss the dance quite abit.
Those scoldings I got from zls because of this dance.
& Xinthesis Intensive.
Actually, as performers, we're just entertainers to the audiences.
Nevertheless, I understood what Intensive was for,
and that my efforts paid off.
I wna thank everyone who encouraged me during Intensive,
even if it's only just accompanying me for Dance early in the morning,
everyday without fail. Your existence just lifts me up (:
Claudia, Francine, Vanisa, Wernchieh, Vanessa, Xianting, Valerie, Limin, Sunshinemeal, Bananafish, Sophia, Nicole, Peiying, Alicia, Kelly. (:
Probably even more, but my apologies if I didn't remember.
But at that very moment when you encouraged me,
I really felt hopeful again.
Thanks Monkey too! For your words of wisdom.
Heh, Monkeyspirit was with me on Xinthesis! :)
Limin handed EACH & EVERYONE of us a letter.
I read it and almost teared please.
TO LIMIN : You're a really good president, to me.
And I believe, you let us learn some leadership skills too.
You always sacrifice yourself for dance, no matter what happens,
you'll always find the solution to the problem, and get everything solved.
Initiative, the thing that I see in you the most.
(: although zls always scolds you for not being initiative enough,
I know you've tried your best already!
& sorry for not listening to you at times,
and making you shout at us ): ):
I'll always be there for you, just like you're always here for me!
Thank you for everything, even if it's just a small little card.
I appreciate all the details in it :D
I'll always remember you yeah, don't worry!
Because you're one of those people who made a difference in my life.