Jump like there's only once.

I'm inspired by Mdm Liew's story this morning.
She was talking about her Parachuting experience.
There's only once, it's either you land properly, or break your hands & legs when you land.
It's just like the exams, there's only once.
There's no way we can take it again.

Oh man, time's passing real fast.
Too fast for me, MYEs starting on Monday.
Crazymomo!
(im getting addicted to the word 'momo')
I feel like I'm way behind time.
Especially for maths, I'm totally lost.
I need to study. I NEED TO STUDY.
But both vanisa & xianting are busy tomorrow!

After school had historywhizzes presentation.
:D I was the last group & nobody was listening.
The rest of the class left already.
Thus, it wasn't very pressurizing after all(:
I'm glad all my presentations are over!

History extra lesson w/ Miss Atikah after school.
Very productive. She's the best teacher I've ever met.

PS.} claudia, cheer up. I feel what you're feeling.
But please don't ignore me leh): i feel so sad la.
it seems like you're angry w/ me lor.
It's so scary. Friendship problems overnight.
CLAUDIA): don't make me worry la.
Quote: "I hate you. you make dadada look like an angel ."
Claudia hates me):
Im so sad.
but i still love you.

Allow me to rant.
I think you've gone over the line, seriously.
I THINK. I use the word I THINK,
because it's my thinking, you can't blame me.
It's the kind of image you are portraying.
You don't ever know how irritating you are.
Who are you to call people bitches/bastards.
You never know if you are one for goodness' sake.
If you can write about others on blog, i can too.
You always complain about what others do and all.
And you can never be satisfied with one's behaviour.
Like as if you're perfect? have you ever wondered.
From our perspective, what we thought of you as?
FYI, if you think I'm talking about one person alone,
you are wrong. It's more than that. more than what you expect.
I can't imagine this day will ever happen.
If you are really looking forward to the separation of this class,
then go ahead. nobody's gna go on their knees and beg you to miss them
Anyway I think you're only looking forward to OUR separation.
Since you 'oh-so-love' the class' boys.
You think I flirt. Yes I maybe be flirtatious by nature.
But, what about you? You never thought of it.
I know about every single bad things you've bad mouthed about me.
And you never thought of the consequences,
how the person may feel. remember how you used to scold vanisa?
You never know how much hurt it caused her.
It's still in her heart, it boils down to your attitude!
I'm not trying to say i'm so great and all.
Yes I know humans make mistakes, nothing wrong with that.
but there's something wrong when you repeat your mistakes over and over again.
Dont you think so? I have no rights to lecture you.
But you are hurting more and more people,
without yourself knowing it.
I know i sound like a BITCH.
You don't have to tell me that on your blog.
but I still must say this.
It's been in my heart for quite a long time already.
And if i start blogging about it, you will complain about it.
Idk why, whenever I write about somebody/someone,
your tongue will wag. 100%. and when you do so,
I keep quiet. because I know a war will break out.
I finally gathered all my courage to say this altogether.
It's like everytime we're going for recess together,
everybody's on a false front.
Everybody's putting on a mask, and pretend.
Pretend nothing's happened. Pretend everything's okay.
But deep down in our heart, we know.
We know that a war's going to happen.
& whenever we return back to class for lessons,
gossips & complains to tablemates start.
All over again. Why?
It seems like we are not truthful with our words at all.
There's an imaginary wall in between us.
I've finally said my piece.
At least I got it off my chest. I feel so much better.
As i said, i know your tongue will wag later on,
and there will be a war going on soon,
but I still hope you understand this.
Goodluck for midyears, my friends.
Afterall, if we cannot remain friends, then so be it.
至少我们曾经拥有。